Change every milasecond buddy.
When Jerry passed, a HUGE corp held on as long as they could. A corp that had insurance, college help for kids, many many non-profits and employed too many to name. That all changed what.....4 years after?
They dew not owe me any 'extra ease'. they gave me everything. It is up to me to make it work now if I choose to attend. But mostly, I take what I learned, mostly born with, and I give. The music stays with me.
They are h-h-h-humans, FYI.
Why don't you take this kind of energy to the 8 figure corps that suck at service on any level.
This--it's easier when not obsessed.