i am sorry to learn about your job troubles. it must be very stressful times for you right now.
but if i may, even as bad as it is; the end of a job is not the end of your world; a beautiful and exciting life is ahead of you. more important than your job; you have the most valuable and irreplaceable things in life, your health and your loved ones.
with hardship comes ease, stay positive, stay strong and one day you will look back at all this and smile as no crisis is permanent my friend. best of luck
Thank you for taking the time to write this.